Gasai Yuno

Gasai Yuno from Mirai Nikki

My latest drawing with color

Gasai Yuno my favorite character. Love her character, love her psychopathic persona. I'm thinking of making a fan manga of her....based on Mirai Nikki. It's only that the idea is going to be NEW of course. Oh man...I already made a concept out of it.

An overly attached girlfriend, obsessive, crazy. Someone who would kill for the loved one. Someone who will take no shit from anyone. Someone who would pursue and overcome any obstacles. That's Yuno. :3


I got a feeling

I smell something goooooood is gonna happen to me. I wonder what will it be.

That's all for the update. :-P


150 Juta

Untuk kau yang aku ingati sentiasa, lirik lagu ni amat bermakna untuk kau, untuk aku.

Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”
“Apa kau buta apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas jujur apa adanya”
“Aku lagi kenal dia”

Eh dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata

“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”
“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”
“Saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa di cerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju renyuk tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua

EDITED : Back then when I was a mushy motherfucker I posted this shit.


Inspirational RO2

"Warriors of the light, assemble!"

Thus sprach Reinhard, the king of Rune Midgard. The terror has been unleashed by Freyja, by releasing chaos upon the world. Her loyal servants ; the valkyries are among her selective soldier to create better destruction. Randgris, general of the valkyries is the most terrifying foe to face and a nightmare to every heroes.

Baphomet is one of the spawn that Freyja released from the abyss. This is his first weaker form before he amass more power and become thrice bigger than human size.
For that the knights of Prontera was mobilized under the leadership of Zeras Hyperion to counter-attack this vile creature and it's minions. But only to those with enough knowledge in exterminating demons can face Baphomet head-on, which Aione is the only one can do.

For that this picture represent such battle, Aione vs Baphomet in his weaker form.


AGE : 22



POSE NO. : 5

This is my drawing for contest in Facebook. Since I've been playing Ragnarok Online 2 I'm excited so much in drawing this one.

By the way thanks for visiting.


To My Past Significant Other

Give Your Heart a Break

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

EDITED : back then when I was a mushy motherfucker


Crocodile Habit

What Crocodile Can Teach You In Forex Trading

It's important to wait for just the right moment before screwing someone over.

In tropical Australia, the saltwater crocodile is a fearsome and intelligent predator known to wait patiently for days or weeks on end until unaware prey come to the water’s edge and become its next meal. Crocodiles are by many accounts the most successful animal that has ever lived; they’ve been around for about 200 million years and have out-lived the Dinosaurs, and they’ve evolved over time to become perhaps the most successful predator on Earth, next to humans.  Crocodiles are opportunistic predators; they’ve been known to learn the behavior of their prey and lie in wait for long periods of time almost to the point of starving, and then when the time is rightthey snatch their prey with confidence and precision.
In fact, it is quite common for people to swim with these animals for days or even weeks without any sign of aggression, until one day somebody goes swimming, fishing or even walking, and they never return. This demonstrates real-world evidence that one of the oldest and most methodical predators on Earth is also one of the most patient and disciplined that has ever lived. Darwin’s survival of the fittest theory certainly favors this creature; they’ve been around since Dinosaur times because their method of hunting and adapting is so successful. The salt water crocodile is perhaps nature’s ultimate “sniper”… it only needs to eat once a week or so because it makes high quality kills rather than a high quantity of low-quality kills.
As traders, there’s a ton of things we can learn from the crocodile, let’s discover some of them…

Crocodiles are a trader’s best role model

The crocodile is actually our best role model as traders; their behavior is really the perfect metaphor for how a trader needs to behave. We are without doubt predators, not just trading predators, but as humans we are naturally built and function as hunters. As traders, we must copy the crocodiles’ methods of hunting; we must be disciplined, patient, adaptable and methodical in our approach. Crocs have also demonstrated an ability to learn quickly and avoid risky situations as we will discuss more about later, these are also things that we need to do as traders.

Think of the crocodile…he’s big, fat, long and needs A LOT of protein in his diet to survive, to swim and to hunt. Is his energy best spent going around all day eating little bait fish which are easy to catch? Imagine how much energy he would expend trying to catch a high quantity of low-quality prey like that all day. If you have ever seen these crocodiles like I have in person, you will understand what I am saying; crocs are designed and have evolved to be patient “sniper” hunters…many little meals do not interest them as much as a big juicy nourishing meal does.

By trading less… our aim is to make a nice large “meaty” size trade that sustains us until our next trade. Sure we may have a few losses along the way to our big prize, but the goal here remains clear; waiting on the sidelines (or the shores of the river like the crocodile) to pounce on our prey and cop a huge nourishing meal. We don’t want to be running all over the pond or river looking for any small piece of meat or fish that we can find…we are going to wait it out and score ourselves a nice big juicy profitable trade (or in the crocodiles case, probably a kangaroo, a dog, or maybe even a human).

There is an expression in the English language that most will have heard at some point in their lives: “All good things come to those who wait”. This phrase is merely discussing the merits of being patient, possibly frugal, disciplined and well planned, but its implications are profound and very true for both the crocodile and the trader.

It may shock some of you to know that nowadays I may trade only 3 times per week or even less some weeks. You’re probably thinking “That’s not enough trades to make money”, I don’t blame you for thinking that way and it’s easy to think that way with most mainstream Forex websites pumping day trading and high frequency trading. But, my own personal experience is that it’s much more lucrative to wait patiently for high-quality trade setups than it is to stay glued to your charts all day and night trying to trade everything you can find.  The best trades are obvious, they almost “talk” to you and tell you to trade them, once you know what you’re looking for this will become apparent to you.

For definitions sake I would refer to myself as a swing trader and a trend follower. I attempt to capture the larger moves that occur over multiple trading sessions or possibly multiple days or weeks. In this way, I am very much analogous to a crocodile in my trading, in fact I might even buy a picture of a crocodile and hang it up in my trading office to remind me of how successful a predator the crocodile has been throughout history and most importantly, why it is so successful.

Crocodiles are good at avoiding risky situation ; they learn fast

Crocs…learn quickly and adapt to changes in their situation. They particularly learn to avoid dangerous situations very quickly”, according to the article The Extraordinary Lives of Crocs. The article went on to discuss that this ability of crocs to learn quickly and avoid dangerous or risky situations is yet another reason they’ve outlasted the dinosaurs and are still thriving today. Avoiding risk is one way that a species can survive over time and “win” the evolution battle of the fittest. Similarly, not taking on more risk than is necessary as well as learning quickly are two very important keys to becoming a successful Forex trader.

I have said many times before that risk management is KEY to becoming a profitable trader. Some traders don’t learn quickly like crocs do, instead they repeat the same mistakes over and over until they blow out their trading account. Even though we are clearly far more intelligent than crocs, we have a lot more emotions too, and these emotions often cloud a trader’s “gut feel” and cause them to hesitate, second-guess themselves and over-analyze the market. A croc does not second-guess itself…it’s simply such a fine-tuned predator that being patient, disciplined and executing with confidence are in built habits.

As traders, we need to learn from our mistakes, and fast, because money is on the line. Our version of “avoiding risky situations” is not over-trading and not risking too much per trade.

Conserving energy for the next kill

The crocodile waits for the big meal because it makes more sense to wait and conserve energy by eating a large chunk of protein less often. The croc conserves energy and time by eating this way and it also is one of the main things that have ensured the survival of crocodiles over hundreds of millions of years during many periods when food was scarce.

If you think about not interfering with your trades as helping to make you money, it might make it easier to do. I actually imagine that I am making money by not trading and by simply doing nothing, because by not losing money from over-trading and over-involvement…technically you ARE making money. A crocodile would probably eat less food overall if it was constantly running around trying to find small prey, the crocodile intuitively knows that by being patient and disciplined it has a better chance at getting a higher-quality meal. The crocodile “knows” itself and its own limitations and uses its strengths to its advantage. Indeed, the fact that the crocodile has been around since dinosaurs walked the Earth is evolutionary proof that the concept of patience and discipline most certainly pays off.

The crocodile intuitively knows that it needs to conserve energy and wait for a big kill, this patience is actually a “skill” for the crocodile and it’s also a habit that has developed and reinforced in crocs over millions of years of providing them with large tasty meals. Longevity is critical to a trader; we need to conserve the money in our trading accounts so that when the “easy prey” or obvious trades come along we can get the most out of them. If we go around trading everything we see we will shrink our trading accounts and we won’t have enough money in our accounts to get the most out of the high-probability signals. Just as if a croc ran around all day trying to catch smaller prey it would not have the energy or positioning to grab the bigger and better prey.

Crocodiles are highly adaptable

Crocodiles learn quickly and adapt to changes in their situation. This is a large part of how and why they have survived for millions of years whilst many other animals have become extinct during that same time. According to the article I mentioned earlier ‘The Extraordinary Lives of Crocs’; “…crocodile researchers often have to change their capture techniques because it’s very hard to catch them [crocs] with the same trick twice.

Many researches think that the adaptability of the crocodile, including its ability to “ignore” hunger for long periods while it waits patiently for the “perfect” feeding opportunity, is one of the main reasons they survived whatever killed off the dinosaurs. It’s clear that the crocodile’s ability to adapt to its environment and to changing situations is one of the reasons it has survived and thrived for millions of years.

As traders, we have to adapt to changing market conditions, and as we’ve already discussed we need to have ice cold discipline to only trade when our “prey” is ripe for the taking. One of the beautiful things about price action trading analysis is that it’s an inherently adaptable trading strategy. Whereas many trading systems are rigid and make you stick to a strict set of rules or conditions, price action analysis gives you more of a “framework” to work off of when analyzing the markets and this framework can be used to trade any market condition  as well as adapt to changing market conditions.

“Crocodile trading” should become a habit for you

In the past, I have written about the value of patience and how it is the core attribute of some of the greatest traders that have ever lived. I have put forward the argument on many occasions that ‘less is more’ and I think in today’s market conditions that statement is even more relevant. Over the years I have written countless articles which discuss how to implement a patient trading approach. My favorites being, “Trading like a sniper and not a machine gunner” and “The minimalist guide to trading”.  Hopefully many of you are really starting to connect the dots by now and have discovered first hand just how powerful these concepts are and what they can do for your overall trading performance and profitability.
It’s almost funny that it’s taken me until now to write an article on what traders can learn from crocodiles considering I live in Australia where crocs are world-famous and plentiful. Furthermore, almost every behavior of a crocodile directly parallels what it takes to be a successful trader, the similarities are almost uncanny. The crocodile is nature’s proof that “less is more” and that waiting patiently for the higher-quality opportunities is a recipe for success. This recipe has kept crocodiles thriving on the Earth for 200 million years, and it can and will help you thrive in the markets if you use it properly.
It’s critical for the crocodile to understand its prey and to know where to look for it and remain calm and patient until it arrives. As traders, we have to know what our trading edge looks like and where to look for it and then control ourselves enough to not over-trade before it arrives. If you want to learn more about this “crocodile trading approach” and fully understand your “prey” (price action strategies) then checkout my price action trading course. My trading course and other members’ content essentially models and teaches you how to “trade like a crocodile”; in a patient and methodical manner with a mastery of your “hunting” skill.

Good trading, Nial Fuller – “The Croc Trader” :)

Very good advice. I have learned a lot from this article.  So the bottom line is; patience is key to be successful in surviving forex. Without it you're doomed to early dissipation.


Five Level For Every Forex Trader

I just begin learn to trade forex this year. It started when I met my friend, whom I never expect to be an expert in this business, and became my mentor. Here is some of the story...

One day at Saturday night, I wander around this tiny little town aimlessly, thinking about my future. I'm walking, but yet my thoughts wander. I keep walking...and walking. Then I sit down, reminiscing the past.
Tell you guys that time I was thinking "what's the purpose of my life". Seriously, living a life without proper purpose and goal is one serious scary shit. I think back, the thoughts of  "if only...if only" keep repeating in my head.
That time I just had serious problem with my significant other, and it drag to my family too. I was devastated. Until everything cools down, and everything turn to normal later on. But scars remain, memories contained.
My thoughts keep this "if only" thought plays, I smiled to the outcome. Though it was a bitter smile, I accept my fate.

And then...I met my friend which soon become my mentor in forex. His method of teaching is...well, different than the others. He DISCOURAGED me, telling me how hard it is to trade in this business. But to hell with that, I'm curious. At first I was just listen. Then I'm curious. Then I'm interested.

I listen to everything he said. Even with the discouraging, I keep asking him questions about it. He looked at me, and sees me full of curiousity, he knew that I'm interested in it despite the bad news he told me.
Later he asked me to download the required trading software. After that, he told me to mingle with the thing, and train myself with it to learn basics. I start with BUY/SELL, I deposited 5000USD demo account. I doubled that amount within a month. Quite impressive for a n00b lol. Then everything started to go south, I burned my demo account countless times failing. Ahahaha, I feel so depressed because I don't understand how the market work.
My mentor came to my house, provide me with face-to-face tutorial. I listen, I understand but I don't know how to apply the knowledge. Well in forex, you have to familiarize yourself with the system first, this is normal. Learn how the market work, price movements and chart pattern. Then everything he told me start to make sense, piece by piece like a jigsaw puzzle.

You can not to NOT LOSING at all. There will be always losses, but you CAN minimize the loss with correct planning.

Rule of thumb, always start from demo account. It's like training yourself before the real game.

Right now, I can say I've reached a higher level of forex trader(though with demo account). I became constantly profit although sometime get several losses too. The most important, my account still get plus in the end of the months. To reach this level, you must know several levels of forex trader first. Below I share to you about Five level of Forex Trader. Where are you now? You can measure yourself by reading the description of each level.

5 Level to become Expert Forex Trader

Level 1 : Beginner

When you start trading for the first time, you are on this level. You just become acquainted with forex. You think this is a good way to making money and you think that you will be millionaire in short of time.
Unfortunately, just like when you start your business for the first time, you will have a lot of challenges. You may take a couple of profit, and you think it is easy to make money on forex. Then you risk more money. That time you will face price moves up when you sell, moves down when you buy. This is very depressing. You take position of trades and it always turns against you so you reverse and it turns again. You will take revenge and doubling up your position every time you trade. This time you will experienced margin call soon. You will experienced this level for a week or maybe longer. Sometimes beginner never learn and keep on this level until couple of months.

Level 2 : Novice

This is the level where you already realize that forex trading is not as easy as you thought. You will realize that you don’t have skill to generate profit. Then you start to read website, forum to learn more about Forex. You buy several ebooks and trading systems to search for holy grail. During this time you will try from system to system. You will add a lot of indicator on your chart and believe that there will be a perfect system to beat the market. You will familiar with Moving Average, Support & Resistance, Fibonacci, Stochastic, MACD, RSI, etc. You will try all the indicator and hope that there is a magic formula from the indicators that lead you to win. You will also test several automated system (Expert Advisor). You try to find the perfect entry of your trade based on indicators, but you still enter several losing trade, and you double your position again because you sure you are right. You will go to forum or community and trying that other traders make profit while you losing. You will reach the point where you think that all traders is lying. You assume that you know as much as they do. Why they can make money while you can’t. Then you buy some signals from signal website services, but they don’t work for you either. Then you try to find forex trader experts. Whoever the guru, you still don’t win because there is no replacement for screen time and you still think you know best.
This level can last for very long time, but in average traders will stay on this level about 3 years. This is the crucial level you must past before you go to the next level. If you still stubborn and you feel that you know everything, you will never make profit in forex market. This is the level when you are most likely to give up on forex trading.

Around 60% of new traders die out in the first 3 months of their trading. It is normal. If trading was easy we would all be millionaires. Another 20% keep going for a year. What may suprise you is that of the remaining 20% all of them will last around 3 years. And they will think they are already become expert in forex trading, but the fact is only about 5-10% will continue and go on to actually make money consistently.

Level 3 : Intermediate

On this level, you will realize that it’s not the system that making difference. You realize that its actually possible to make money with a simple indicator like moving average if you can get be discipline and implemented the correct money management. You start to read psychology of trading books and you suddenly realise that neither you, nor anyone else can accurately predict what the market will do in the next ten seconds.
Because of this revelation you stop taking any notice of what anyone thinks. You become an individual with your own method of trading You start to work just one system that you mould to your own way of trading, you’re starting to get happy and you define your risk threshold. You start to take every trade that your ‘edge’ shows has a good probability of winning with. When the trade turns bad you don’t get angry or even because you know in your head that as you couldn’t possibly predict and it it isn’t your fault. The next trade or the one after it or the one after that will have higher odds of success because you know your system works. You stop looking at trading results from a trade-to-trade perspective and start to look at weekly figures knowing that one bad trade does not a poor system make.
You have realised that the trading game is about consistency and discipline to take all the trades. You learn about proper money management and leverage and this time it actually soaks in and you think back to those who advised the same thing a year ago with a smile. You weren’t ready then, but you are now. The eureka moment came the moment that you truly accepted that you cannot predict the market.

Level 4 : Advance

You are making trades whenever your system tells you to. You take losses just as easily as you take wins You now let your winners run to their conclusion fully accepting the risk and knowing that your system makes more money than it looses and when you’re on a loser you close it swiftly with little pain to your account
You are now at a point where you break even most of the time – day in day out, you will have weeks where you make 100 pips and weeks where you lose 100 pips – generally you are breaking even and not losing money. You are now conscious of the fact that you are making calls that are generally good and you are getting respect from other traders as you chat the day away. You still have to work at it and think
about your trades but as this continues you begin to make more money than you lose consistently.
You’ll start the day on a 20 pip win, take a 35 pip loss and have no feelings that you’ve given those pips back because you know that it will come back again. You will now begin to make consistent pips week in and week out 25 pips one week, 50 the next and so on. This lasts about 6 months.

Level 5 : Expert

Just like driving a car, every day you get in your seat and trade, you do everything now on an unconscious level. You are running on autopilot. You start to pick the really big trades and getting 200 pips in a day doesnt make you any more excited that getting 1 pips.
You see the newbies in the forum shouting ‘go dollar go’ as if they are urging on a horse to win in the grand national and you see yourself, but many years ago now. This is trading utopia – you have mastered your emotions and you are now a trader with a rapidly growing account. You’re a star in the trading chat room and people listen to what you say. You recognise yourself in their questions from about two years ago. You pass on your advice but you know most of it is futile because they’re teenagers.
Trading is no longer exciting, in fact it’s probably boring you to bits like everything in life when you get good at it or do it for your job. You can now say with your head held high “I’m a currency trader” but to be honest you don’t even bother telling anyone – it’s a job like any other.



My teacher said "it's easy to make 10 pips per day". I was like "wtf?", because that time at my level I don't think that's possible. It's damn hard to get even 2 pips. But right now, I knew why he said "easy", because he can make 60 pips each day!!

But oh well. It's more than enough if I can constantly make 10 pips per day. In FOREX, this is the rule which you need to master and discipline yourself with it. If you can, means you can trade now and forever.

I'm getting better. Hah! InsyaAllah.


Thus Sprach Business

They say the best revenge is to live well. I believe so too. And right now I'm gaining ground, waiting for the moment of glory. Only time will tell, because the CERTAINTY I've seen by trading business is totally profitable.
Can you guess how much money I can make, within 5 minutes I'll gain AT LEAST 20USD? Five minutes! Guess if I do this all day long.

Foreign business is really profitable, more than at own country. If I can make at least 20USD in 5 minutes, money soon will not gonna be a problem for me in the future very soon.

Slowly I'm gaining ground. Just look at me.



Hello guys! It's been awhile since I updated my blog, and here we go. I got this graphic card, Sapphire Radeon HD6870 1GB GDDR5 256bit for sale at RM500. Second hand? No. Thing is I got a problem with it 2 months ago and I had to send it to the manufacturer for warranty claim. Took them TWO DAMN MONTHS to replace my graphic card, absurd isn't it? But oh well. Since they are replacing my GC with a NEW one, came straight from factory, it is considered NEW. So you guys might ask...why sell it? My answer : I can't stand the damn wait. Two months are too damn long for me, so I bought a new graphic card for myself, Radeon 7870. So that explain that. This one's for sale then.

I'll provide you everything in the pictures, including receipt of product. The box is still lookin' good too.
Interested please mail me at


Cycle of life

Momentarily destruction

Piece by paper piece.


Once upon a time...

Say cheese! :D

Kebosanan di Parkson, pelbagai jenis keseronokan yg dilakukan. Nampak terkejut melihat mannequin spender Byford tu ye Safwan.

Dgn adenye member nak wat kje ntah ape2 spnjang kerja kt Parkson neh, kebosanan melanda dpt dihapuskan dgn jayanya.



Getting fired ain't a good thing. No matter that fired or that fired, you just wouldn't want it.


In The End

Selamat berpuasa kpd seluruh umat Islam YANG berpuasa, semoga dirahmati dan diberkati oleh Allah s.w.t. Gembira mengerjakan ibadah puasa ya!

Random post, while waiting for sahur I'm writing this. Just a piece of my mind, and what's on it. Perhaps putting it here will ease some of my thoughts, lessen the burden within.
I set my goal, right and firm for grasping what I've left behind. My passion, my desire. Though I keep hearing those about computer studies "urban legend", that of having hard time getting a job after graduate. But hey, as long you're doing something you're good at AND love, doesn't matter how it is right? I suppose you'll do great in it. That's right folks, with passion you can do things much better than anyone else isn't. But well...we humans always make mistake and for that, we were given brain to think and go back to repair what's need to be repaired. In other word, reroute.

Meh...I'm a lazy guy. That's right folks, I am. I ought to find the easiest solution for every problem. But as you can guess, most of the problems ain't come cheap the solutions...gah.

*inhale, exhale*

You won't know how you'll end up later in life. But the silhouette of it can be seen as for now, how you go and progress. Time that passed ain't coming back, because it is indeed a cruel factor in life. Even so, God gave us brain to think, then we reprogram our brain to become better, repair our flaws and awes.

This walls of time, eyes move like the thoughts wander, reminiscing what has left shattered...

The haunting image, left inside the memory box in my brain projecting a vision. I keep seeing, and missing them. There I saw a locked giant door, as if a castle. Somehow I'm drawn to it...getting closer...and closer.

"Closer...", the door calls to me.

I move closer, and until I reached the door. It's locked, I can't find a way to open it. As I'm closer with the door, I had this vivid sensation and feelings. It's like a...warm, and longing feelings.

Then suddenly images of the past plays in my eyes, it's like a theater. The melodies of silent memories, echoes of it can be heard clearly.

Longing, sadness, yearn and wanting, the sadness can be felt deeply. Sometimes I saw those images, I feel empty tears running down my cheek. In a time where I can't do nothing but move forward, leaving everything else behind and memories locked away.

The door left locked, with the key to unlock it has been thrown away, sealing everything inside. Memories of you, sometimes it leaked through the keyhole. Slowly fading, but not disappearing.

A shard of my thoughts. O love, why thee hath to be the sweetest joy and the wildest woe?



My latest artwork, and a manga-in-plan. It will be done soon...but not so soon........I'M FIRED UP!!


Done inking.